Cream Cheese Brownies

It introduced me to this man:




Not only that, two of my favorite shows I never would have seen if it weren't for Netflix: Friday Night Lights (which comes back on Jan. 16!!) and How I Met Your Mother.

so it's July. I'm now working at MHS Summer Camp, excuse me, PROGRAM, and week one is already over. I'm with Anthony again, as I have been for the entire time I've worked here. I CANNOT believe how big he is now. When I first met him he was a peanut, and now his feet are bigger than mine! He's still little for a 17 year-old, but tell me he's not the cutest person there.


Anyway, our big field trip is to the IMAX to see "The Dark Knight". I absolutely LOVE my job.

I hate my job.

Just have to keep telling myself to stick with it until May.

My boss is worse than Bill Lumberg. And the team suuuuuucks. And I miss my friends.


Anyway, I spent alot of money on Christmas decorating things and it makes me feel better. I also can't wait until next month because I'm going to Florida, which means I don't have to work. A day off! I've forgotten what that's like...

Because of Passions, I decided one day to, again, go for it, and I applied for a media relations internships with the Boston Bruins and Celtics. I had been wanting to apply for that for a few years, but I never got my resume off the ground. Alot of it was that I had to work, or that could have been an excuse to not try it because I was scared. But I sent off my newly revised resume over Thanksgiving break. . I ended Passions, which was sad, and I ended up getting straight As for the semester. What a culture shock, coming back to Boston after 4 months of 75 and sunny.

A few weeks later, Jill from the Bruins was calling me. She had the position, and I was very excited that I could at least get an interview. The Celtics actually called me back first and I had a phone interview with them in LA. Then they wanted me to come in again when i got home from LA but getting credit was a necessity, and I used all mine at "Passions". The Bruins never mentioned it and I went in for my interview, bombed it, and still got the internship. The rest is history

Working at the Bruins was a dream come true, and quite possibly the best thing that ever happened to me. I met so many amazing people and got to do so much! I got the intangibles and the glamour side of PR in LA, and now I was working on my writing and press conferences, and schmoozing with hockey writers! I feel so fortunate to have had the internships I did, because they were the perfect balance.

Now, thanks to someone at the Bruins, I work at Northeastern in the Sports Informtaion office. I'm the SID for field hockey and women's ice hockey and I'll help out with the men's ice hockey. The season starts tomorrow, so I'll really be getting busy, but I'm pumped about it. It's the perfect job for me at the moment. It's only for 10 months, which is fine because I have grad school plans. I'm also not ready to say goodbye to Anthony yet. I need to have one more summer with him.

He is the most special person I have ever met. No matter what's going on with people, when he's around everyone is happy. It's unexplainable, but I think it's such a special thing. He's changed the way I look at life. I don't mean for this to sound emo or anything, but he really has.
He might be my favorite person ever.

I feel like I've said alot. Still more thoughts on the way though.

I was reminded by a, um, friend today about livejournals and blogs and what not and took a chance to see if my old one was still here. It is. It might be helpful, because I like to write, and talk, and my friends are sick of hearing me, so even though no one will read this, it's a way I can get everything off my chest. I'll put this entry into 2 parts though, because they'll be very long.

I read my previous entries and cringed- boy have I changed. When I was writing this before, I was a trashy, drunk, drama queen, and I'm embarrassed for myself. ( I typed in Boston accent and used phrases like "Fantastically Pissah"). I am leaving some of those entries up just to remind myself how far I have come in my life, and how much I have matured. I'ts been two years since my last entry. Here are some things that have happened between then and now:
-I finally met Hanson
-I lived in California
-I quit helLNT and retail altogether
-I got my dream job
-I became obsessed with Harry Potter
-I did something very worthwhile with my summers
-I made the Dean's List
-My writing has been published
-I graduated from college
-My life has changed

Just to name a few. I really can't believe how silly my old posts are. I'm glad I'm not that same person anymore; in fact, I really like the person who I've become. I don't necessarily like the circumstances in which I find myself, but I like who I am.
So much has happened. Meeting Hanson after all these years was extremely anti-climactic. They could have been the most awkward people I have ever met in my life! I can't really blame them though (they were homeschooled). Still they signed my cd, and I'll have it for all eternity. And if I say so myself, I looked pretty, which is good. My worst nightmare was that I would bump into them completely offguard and not looking so hot. But this was good.

Thank god I went to Emerson. I was so sick of being lazy, I decided to go for it and apply to the LA program. I had been contemplating the idea since freshman year, and even making plans with my friend at USC. But I had been used to making plans and never seeing them through. This time, I made it happen though. I was accepted and moved out there a year ago this week. It seems like just the other day, and it was some of the best times of my life! I truly miss it. I am an East Coast girl for sure, but there is something freeing about being by yourself in perfect weather.
While I was out there, I actually got to take classes that made sense for me: Entertainment Public Relations, and Entertainment and Cross Promotions. I also had a tremendous internship, which was the point of going out there. In all honesty, had I not gone to LA I would not be where I am today. My internship was with NBC on the "hit" soap opera "Passions". I had applied to the show because, although I wanted to do sports, I had no sports experience, but I did write "The EC" on the Emerson Channel, so I had hope experience. And since it was a Publicity Internship, my marketing and PR classes were sure to help. I was so excited to be offered it on the spot, but I didn't accept right away. I was thinking about other options, but ended up with it. It was so close to the Oakwoods, and there was something about the place that I loved. My boss Petros is the nicest, funnest person ever! He was so good to me, and helped me make the most of my experience. He took me to photo shoots, tv tapings- you name it. I got to know the cast and crew of the show, and how entertainment publicity works. I miss that guy, and my friends I made out there- Carolyn, Adrian, and the rest of the Passions gang. It was so laid back, and I didn't feel like I did alot, but it was there I got the intangibles.

This is already long enough.

haven't updated in awhile, so i'm wasting time before bed doing it now. i'll give you my grades (which i am pissed about)

principles of pr A-
principles of advertising B
research methods B+
world drama B

ok, should have gotten an A in pr and an A- in drama, maybe an A- in research methods too. the B in advertising was a huge surprise and i am very thankful to steve sohn. however, i didn't bust my ass for a 3.25 gpa. after the holidays are over, i'm gonna email my teachers and fight this bs. for pr, i'm gonna ask tracy what my participation grade was because i had a 93.75 avg and according to her a 93=A. for research methods, i'm gonna ask tim what my grades were for the final and for the project. i don't care that much about that class. it could have gone either way and i know he's not the type of teacher who will bump you up. and then in world drama, i'm gonna ask john bell what i got on the final, because i had an 88 avg and got an A- on my final paper, so it would make sense that i get an A-, and i don't think i bombed the final... so we shall see. i was really expecting an A, an A- (maybe 2) and a B-/C+ in advertising. when i saw these grades i burst into tears. if you know me, you know how hard i worked. so now i dont know why i even tried. all i got was the same grades i got when i didn't do anything at all. i'm so angry and i gotta stop typing now because i'll get cryin again.
hopefully i can fight my teachers in a tasteful way.


hope everyone had a good christmas. mine was ok. got some good gifts, but i'm still living at home, so therefore my life sucks.

in other news, i had a job interview at bombay on friday. that's wicked exciting because helLNT is worse now than it's ever been. everyone lies about eachother and holds grudges, not to mentions corners certain people in back rooms to yell at them and not let them leave for something that never happened and yet they still expect you to show them respect. did i mention i'm closing every single night this week?

maybe i'll update more now that i'm on break.

this is for mattie because he's the only one who reads this.

so i decided to "quit" my diet because today i bought a pair of size 4 jeans from
Abercrombie and they were too big. now i thought a size 4 in abercrombie was like a size 00 anywhere else, so i think the time has come to eat wendys again:-D
tomorrow could be a really important day in my life. i might be meeting hanson!! after 8.5 very long years, one of my lifelong dreams could finally become a reality. they're coming to my school to give a talk. hopefully ill get tickets. it would suck if i didn't.
also i'm going to their concert on friday with JENNI. i havent seen her since like august, so im sooo excited.
there mattie. now you know whats goin on in my life. :-D


p.s. does everyone hate me? why am i not getting invited to these parties?!?! (thanks nick and sam). this blows. i dont want another repeat of last year.

i'm bored, and that is why i'm doing this.

current:
• clothes: pink sofies and a an aqua tanktop
• hairstyle: ponytail
• jewelry: i don't wear any
• underwear color: orange

do you:
• lick yourself: o ya all the time
• whine a lot: eh
• yell a lot: if im angry
• hate a lot of people: kinda.
• have too many friends: meh
• want to die: sometimes i do, but not seriously
• have a bf/gf: no
• do drugs: no
• wear dark colors: not really
• dye your hair: not in a long time

have you ever:
• kissed someone: yah
• gotten drunk: ha
• worn a rainbow: no
• talked on the phone for over 3 hours: yes i have
• left the country: yes
• had a party with over 30 people: yes
• stolen something: yes
• caught something on fire: no
• wanted to cheat on someone: no
• asked someone out: no
• had a dream, then the next day it happens: YES

last person:
• you touched: merry
• you talked to: merry
• you hugged: merry
• you kissed: jose
• you instant messaged: pat
• who broke your heart: no comment

are you:
• understanding: yes
• open-minded:yah
• insecure: yah
• interesting: i think so
• hungry: not at the moment
• smart: i guess
• childish: when i feel like it
• independent: i try
• hard working: yes
• healthy: kinda
• emotional: yes
• shy: only around people i don't know
• difficult: not really
• attractive: you tell me
• bored easily: yes
• obsessed: can be depends on what
• angry: not at the moment
• sad: yah
• happy: yah
• trusting: yah, but that's come back to kick my ass.
• ill: no
• talkative: depends. but most of the time.
• ignored: i don't know
• reliable: yes
• self-disciplined: i think
• lonely: right now yes

info about yourself:
• what is your birth name?: Lindsay Mary Daly
• what is your birthday?: 02/27/85
• age: 20
• how tall are you?: 5'3 1/2
• shoe size?: 8
• brothers/sisters?: 1 twin sister
• job?: retail bitch at helLNT. only till i find a real job.

favorites:
• what is your favorite band?: there are many
• color(s)?: pink
• soda?: diet coke w/ lime
• music?: liek.....everything. but espeically awesomely bad music
• stores in the mall?: abercrombie,victorias secret,american eagle, bath and body works
• ice cream?: b&j's cherry garcia and primary berry graham. ooh and their cheesecake ice cream. strawberry is really good too.
candy?: anything chocolate and DOTS
• cd?: i have a few
• cookies?: chocolate chip
• juice?:grapefruit
• holiday?: christmas
• month?: october

in the last 48 hours:
• cried?: yes
• missed someone?: yes.
• yelled at someone?: yes
• changed your underwear?: yes
• drove somewhere?: yes
• talked to someone on the phone?: yes
• been online?: yup.
• smiled?: YES.
• kissed someone?: no
• hugged someone?: yes
• last thing you ate?: peanut butter
• talked to an ugly person?: o yes
have you ever:
• been in love: yes
• been in trouble with the police?: no. got pulled over, but thats not really trouble,
• hit someone?: yes...
• broken something?: yah
• betrayed a friend?: no
• played strip poker?: no
• skipped school?: yes.
• shot a gun?: no!
• broke something important?:nah
• smoked weed?: yup
• dyed your hair?: yup

okay, last questions
• what is sitting next to you?: an empty peanutbutter jar
• favorite sport?: baseball, hockey
• been in a plane?: yes.
• killed someone?: nope
• slept during class?: yes
• are you bored of taking this survey?: kind of
• what time is it now?: 10:48

What a fun weekend! I had the entire weekend off so that i could go to east bumfuck, CT (yah glenn its bumfuck) to pahty with glenn and his friends. i picked up kerry near my sista's house on route 24 and headed out. we stopped in blackstone and created many more wonderful ideas for Blackstone Heights. Mahvelous. We ended up at glenn's at like 9:30 and dug right into the booze. Of course i had to bring my Nantucket Nectars Orange Mango, and if i do say so myself, i made the best nantucket screwdrivas i have eva made! Needless to say, me and ker made up for lost time and had a great time. too bad we couldn't stay for breakfast, but i had to come back for ashley's birthday fiesta. Glenn's pahty was a blast, and so were his friends- even if they were wearing pink bonnets and blowing fuschia chunks.
it sucks that boston is so humid, but i love thunderstorms. for some reason they always calm me down. don't know why, but they do. but after they were done, the humidity killed me so i went up to helLNT on my day off so i could get a supa dupa fan where i can set the temp control, and my room has been pretty cool since.
Right now i'm waitin for jenni to pick me up. we haven't been on a date in such a long time. i'm excited. we're seein weddin crashers. i'll be back pretty early and will probably do some writing. who knows. smell ya lata.

so it's been awhile since i updated this thing. ( i think i start every entry with that). anyways...i can't believe summer is half over. that sucks. feels like i just left 1107 :( summer has been pretty boring. all i have been doin is workin and working out.
the working part sucks. i'm still at helLNT, but im full time for the summer so i get lots of money, and some crazy stories, since something exciting happens at helLNT every day. like the time i discovered the snake, or when this guy shit his pants and asked some random person to clean it up...yah...you can't make this shit up.
the week i got home from school, me and rach joined planet fitness, aka my 3rd home this summer (the first 2 being 20 brae road and helLNT). i have been workin out ALOT, not too much though. i still know how to have fun. i started out just doin cardio since not only was i a teeny bit chubby, but probably really unhealthy. so i did the treadmill and the bike. then it got up to ellipticals and other crazy leg machines. now i on top of that i do strength training, too. i'm also eating healthier. no fast food, not even 10 sodas since i've been home (all water), smart ones and lean cuisines, granola, lotsa fruit, yogurt and special k :). when i had started this "diet" i wanted to lose about 30 pounds. i know its alot, but i felt like i could lose 30 pounds, since that's what jessica simpson weighs and she's the same height as i am. but now i'm rethinking that. since may, i have lost about 13 pounds!! i feel so much better about myself and i realize that i probably don't NEED to lose another 17. i'm starting to really like the way i look. i don't wanna obsess over my weight, and i still like to pig out. i still would like to work on a few areas (love handles, my butt, and my horrible thighs), but overall, i'm not gonna stress anymore. i've done well. and i think i look good :) well better than i have in a long time. i weigh less than i did in high school, actually 8th grade too! i was really excited to be able to wear a bathing suit at the beach for the very first time. it was down the cape for nick's party. i have never had the confidence to wear one, but now i did, not that my friends would care how i looked, but still. but it's not just about looking good, i feel good too. i can tell i am much healthier, and i have so much more energy and endurance.
but the hilight of the summer so far would have to be nick's party. all the original assholes were there (minus big alex, tyler, and joe. :( ). me, kerry, nick, a-mac, sam, trevor, and dave. it was just like freshman year. before the drama. a better time. a simpler time. a time where we could just be...assholes. mikey came later, which was cool. so much fun listening to nick's song and watching GUTS, legends, get the picture, figure it out, finders keepers, and double dare. going to the beach was great. just being with my assholes was great. i love em all. i got to drive sam and a-mac back to the braintree t station. such a fun car ride. i took them all around my neck of the woods. then sam gave me the tea set he had "purchased" with his tickets he won at the ryan family amusement or wherever the hell we bowled. i will cherish it forever. oh, and another big thanks to sam for lettin me sit on his lap. it was just really good seeing everyone.
hey did i mention i finally got a real tan?!
hey did i mention that i'm movin out of my hellhouse?!? rach's roomie is gettin parried so i'm movin in in october or november. it's in braintree, so you all will have to come see it! its nice. small, but nice. and i won't have to deal with my psychotic mother and grandmother.
sox lost. thought they would pull it out tonite, but friggin alex cora. that DP killed it. oh well. they won the espy for best team. sure, no one will ever forget what they did last fall, but they're killin me right now. day off from work tomorrow. yay. i'm goin to bed.
luv yas.

Wow, it's been a long time since i updated this thing. Guess i just haven't felt like writing. But now i do, so i will.
I'm home for summer, and now i live upstairs in my sister's old room. my grandmother moved in, so the downstairs bedroom was easier for her, even though it was sad for me. i loved that room. so i'm upstairs in merry's room, and its bigger, and has cable and internet, but still sad. i will be redecorating soon, as soon as i can pay off alot of my credit cards. i think i'll be able to pay off alot of it quickly because, you see, i've signed my soul over to Linens N' Things, aka helLNT. the phone number?: 340-7666. do you see the 666? coincidence? I THINK NOT.
so i've been workin 35+ hours a week, so i'm never home. i can't remember the last time i got to see a whole sox game. :( HOW SAD IS THAT? they have me close everynight. it's just awful, but so worth it on every other thursday...
when i'm not working, i've been working out. me and rach joined a gym (and randomly without planning it jenni joined the same one!!). i've been workin out for 2 or 2 1/2 hours a day 5 days a week. so i have been totally changing my lifestyle. nothin but healthy foods and im on slim fast. don't worry, i'm not a crazy diet person. once i drop the first chunk of weight, i'll take a breather. and by god, some of my pants fit better. I've also been goin tanning. i told you all i was gonna get a tan this summer, and i'm on my way. there's definitely some brownage goin on. yah, i get a little burnt, but this time, when it peels away, IT DOESN'T PEEL BACK TO PALE WHITE!! yes. can't wait to show you all my tan lines at nick's birthday extravaganza!! maybe i'll be able to wear a bathin suit by then. who knows. ahhh life would be so much simpler if i could afford liposuction...

Take the quiz: "Which American City Are You?"

Boston
You are under-world power and old-world tradition. You get the job done and it's better if nobody asks how.


woo woo. greatest city in the world. did you people think i would actually be anything else? guess i really do belong here after all...

I can't believe the semester is almost over. All my final projects and papers are due next weekend. It's gonna be a tough ass weekend. Good thing it's extra long. And the Sox won tonite. Anyways...


I copied this from Kerry.

Seven things in your room:

1. Pictures/posters
2. My Bed
3. Clothes
4. Television
5. Computer
6. STITCH (my lover)
7. Food

Seven things to do before death:

1. Get married and have kids.
2. Go see a baseball game in every major league park.
3. Makout with Carmine just ONCE.
4. Prove everybody wrong.
5. Have a spicy rumor about me published in a tabloid!
6. Make a serious impact on someone's life.
7. Go travel to England, Ireland, Italy, and Iceland.

Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:

1. Humor
2. Looks
3. Love handles/ husky belly
4. Honesty
6. Loyalty
7. Nice shoulders and back(side)

Top seven things you say most:

1. Friggin/ what the frig
2. fuck that shit
3. wicked/ wicked pissah
4. mutha fucka
5. oops
6. wateva
7. wat not

Do You:

Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper? occasionally
Pray?: yah

Have you ever:
Been in love? yah
Gone skinny dipping?: nope
Had a medical emergency? yup
Had surgery?: if you count wisdom teeth "extraction". (They called it oral surgery)
Swam in the dark? yah
Been to a Bonfire: Yup
Got Drunk: Come on. it's me we're talkin bout here...
Ran away from home?: no. didn't make it past the end of my street.
Played strip poker?: Nope
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: no
Been on stage?: Yes, tons of times
Slept outdoors?: Yeah
Pulled an all nighter?: naturally
If yes, what is your record?: when i was 12, i stayed up till 9 in the morning
Made out with a stranger?: yup
Been on radio/tv: tv yeah
Been in a mosh-pit?: yah, but i wasn't moshing
Been to a party: Yes
Gotten lost in the woods: No
Been in an yup. WORLD SERIES BABY!!
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yeah tons. I do go to Emerson you know.

About You:

Three words that sum you up: honest, loyal, creative
Today? lazy, piggy, chill
Overall? brutally honest, loyal

Wallet: i like when it's full
Coffee: medium french vanilla w/cream and sugar. iced too
Shoes: i'm not a shoe person. one pair from aldo. free sneaks from new balance (one pair), and 2 pairs of $3 Old Navy flip-flops.
Cologne/Perfume: I have waaaay too many. Today I'm wearin Passionate Kisses.
Clothing you have on: jeans, pink, long-sleeve shirt, $3 Old Navy Flip-Flops

In the last 24 Hours have you...?

Cried: yup
Bought something: yes
Gotten sick: No
Sang: Yes
Been kissed: only by angels
Felt stupid: Yes
Wanted to tell someone you love them, but didn’t: nope
Talked with an ex: no
Had a serious talk: no
Missed someone: yeah
Hugged someone: yup
Argued with a parent(s): yah

Social Life:

Boyfriend/girlfriend: no
Car you drive: 1997 Purple Jeep Grand Cherokee
Would you rather be with friends or on a date: well i haven't been on a date in..uh..too long. i'd like a date. my friends kinda suck lately.
Job: professional yankee hater.
Attend church: nope. i should though.
Like being around people: yah, but i like my alone time, too.

Last :

Thing you ate: NYP
Thing you drank: Diet Pepsi
Place you went: NYP
Person you kissed: TYLER
Person you hugged: my sis
Person you talked to: Jenni
Person you IMed: my sis
Song you heard: The Charles In Charge theme song. (i have folders of hilarious tv theme songs).

Currents:

Current Mood: Calm
Current Taste: Diet Pepsi
Current Hair: down and straight
Current DVD In Player: don't know. maybe the dusty carmen electra one.
Current Refreshment: Diet Pepsi
Current Worry: all my shit due next week

Miscellaneous:

Are you artistic: yah, but not in the drawing/painting way
Are you athletic: yah
Are you a brat: no
Do you like spiders: no, but i don't hate 'em either.
Can you do anythin freakish with your body?:i'm double jointed
What are you listening to: my TV theme songs playlist
If you could be anywhere, where would you be?: In Carmine's bed.
Makeup or natural look: i wear makeup, but it always looks natural (except when i'm goin out).


1) Use band / artist names to spell your name:
LL Cool J
Incubus
No Doubt
Dean Martin
Stephen Kellog
Aerosmith
Yellowcard

2) Have you ever had a song written about you? Nope
3) What song makes you cry? Love Me Tender (Elvis), can't really think. songs don't make me cry.
4) What song makes you happy? Lots of them do
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? anything.

a p p e a r a n c e

HEIGHT: 5'3 1/2
HAIR COLOR: dark brown
SKIN COLOR: fair, not albino ( i can get some color) with freckles
EYE COLOR: green
PIERCINGS: ears. maybe when i tone up my belly button
TATTOOS: nope, but i might get one. a shamrock with the red sox b in the middle on my hip. but i probably won't do it.

r i g h t . n o w

WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: dark blue jeans
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: DARKWING DUCK theme song
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Diet Pepsi, this is getting repetitive...
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: chilly
HOW ARE YOU? fine.

d o. y o u

GET MOTION SICKNESS?: nope
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: swearing
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?:sometimes
LIKE TO DRIVE?: yes

f a v o r i t e s

TV SHOW:lots. General Hospital is probably my favorite, simpsons, family guy, the gotti show, the sopranos, sex and the city, Blackstone Heights (when it airs it will be everyone's favorite), but i love old school> fresh prince, full house, saved by the bell, CHEERS (best ever) who's the boss, home improvement etc etc, and any cheesy celebrity gossip show
CONDITIONER: Brilliant Brunette
BOOK: Wuthering Heights
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Ruby Red Grapefruit Juice
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Nantucket screwdriver (HELLO! I MADE IT UP). i like mike's hard and bacardi silver, too.

h a v e . y o u

BROKEN THE LAW: yup
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: yup
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: no
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: no
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: Yup
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: Yes
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: i actually have if you'd believe it.
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: Yes
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Yes

l o v e

BOYFRIEND: no
GIRLFRIEND: no
SEXUALITY: Straight
CHILDREN: not right now, thanks.
CURRENT CRUSH: Carmine. but i don't know him, so it probably doesn't count. If we're talking actual real people, then it's the first time in 4 years I haven't had one.
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: yah
BEEN HURT?: Yeah, of course, who hasn't
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: no regrets. everyone knew how i felt. but maybe i should regret telling them in the first place.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: nope

r a n d o m

YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: my summer cd
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: food, the red sox, jenni, awesomely bad music, daydreaming.
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: i think i accidentally threw out my Ben Jelen cd, so i might hafta rebuy that one.
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: my sis Merry, Jenni, Kate B, a-mac, tyler. i have other good friends, but i can't say the same shit to them. i guess my absolute best friends, though, are ben and jerry, and captain morgan. they NEVER let me down.

w h e n / w h a t . w a s . t h e . l a s t

TIME YOU CRIED?: today
YOU GOT E-MAIL: today
SONG YOU LISTENED TO? didn't we just go over this? it was the Doug theme song.
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Fresh Prince
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Sin City
AGE: 20
WHERE DID YOU GROW UP? Weymouth, MA

anyone else wicked excited that opening day(night really) is sunday?!?! can't believe the offseason went by so fast. seems like just yesterday the yanks had that 3-0 lead...
it's like 4 am but i can't sleep, so i'm writing. tonite me, kerry, ryan,mikey, and glenn went to bing's house for a few drinks. it was nice and low key. apparently, ryan has told me we're goin to sam's tomorrow nite. who knows.

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	erotic
Your hugs are...	warm
Your eyes...	burn into my heart
Your touch is...	irresistable
Your smell is...	beautiful
Your smile is...	encouraging
Your love is...	everlasting
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don't really have that much to say. but i do know that me and kerry are going to new york some time in the near future ;).

Bourbon Congratulations! You're 109 proof, with specific scores in beer (40) , wine (33), and liquor (104).

Screw all that namby-pamby chick stuff, you're going straight for the bottle and a shot glass! It'll take more than a few shots of Wild Turkey or 99 Bananas before you start seeing pink elephants. You know how to handle your alcohol, and yourself at parties.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 25% on proof You scored higher than 86% on beer index You scored higher than 84% on wine index You scored higher than 98% on liquor index

Link: The Alcohol Knowledge Test written by hoppersplit on Ok Cupid

It's been a week since i started the Carmen Electra fit to strip dvd and my diet, and I am already noticing differences. I am beginning to see definition in my abs! and I haven't been having "fat days", not even today, my day off. I had wendys and i still feel skinny. WOOOOO. I've been eatin special k, cheerios, salad, lean cuisines, and grapefruit, and all i have been drinking is water and grapefruit juice. The first few days were a little painful because i love food, and hate exercising. my body was sore. but now, when i do the dvd, it doesn't hurt, and i can do the workout with ease now, which means i'll be losin more weight!! and i'm genuinely finding myself less hungry. I am gonna be so hot come summer. I already picked out a cute bathin suit to get. It's from Hollister and it has starfishies on a reddish hot pink backrgound. This is exciting because i've never worn a bathing suit in public. I am also going to break the Irish curse of mine and get a tan. You won't recognize me this summer.
This was a pretty good weekend. On Friday, I went to Keith's birthday party with Kerry. The drinks were soooooo strong, and i got drunk, but again, not floorspinning unfortunately (another Irish curse). I haven't been floorspinning since the Brian incident. ... maybe that's a good thing. On Friday Kaitlyn came and slept over. I missed her so much. I've know her since the 8th grade and we've had so much fun together. When we got back to my dorm, we went down to the suite. I hadnt been there in a really long time, and there was a whole bunch of people there. Then Chris came, which was random because it was 1 in the morning, but i was happy to see him. I haven't seen him since Christmas. When he got here, we played Get on Da Mic, adn just chilled. very relaxin and fun. On Saturday, wiffleball started, and i am the scorekeeper. it was fun because even though I wasn't drafted, i get to be the only girl surrounded by like 60 guys. It's awesome. i love MY boys. Then Saturday night i went home to get money from my dad which is always fun. I chilled with Jenni, too. We went to see Reeni at the porno store where she works and it was good to reminisce with her. I love Reeni. After that, Jenni and me went to Quincy (wooo) and got ice cream at baskin robbins. we ordered smalls, but the guy thought we were hot so he gave us mediums and charged us for smalls. he also didn't charge jenni for her gummi bears on top. he totally would have made out with us if we asked him.
I don't have class tomorrow so i'll be up late. I gotta do laundry, and, gasp- I really wanna do the Carmen video. And that is making me feel really good about myself. I can't wait to become an attractive member of society.

just got back from spring break. i need somethin to distract me from readin so i'm writin again. spring break was wonderful. i went home and was a lazy sonuvabitch the whole entire week. it was awesome. some shit wasn't good (right a-mac?) but it was so nice to get away from everyone and everything and just chill by myself, doin my own thing. Didn't hafta deal with shit. it was fantastically pissah.
most of what i did at home was watch tv all through the night so i was watchin this show on VH1. it was a countdown of the 100 best bodies in Hollywood. yes, watching that show was extraordinarily bad for my already limping self confidence, but it also inspired me. no, i'm not fat. but i'm too jiggly. and i wanna be hot. so i started workin out this week and already i feel better about myself. tomorrow i'm goin out and buyin a workout video that me and kerry will do everyday. we'll be strippin the pounds (and the clothes). we're gettin the Carmen Electra Striptease Aerobics Workout dvd. it really is a good cardio workout and you use all your muscles, and learn some sexy tips for your man (i gotta find me one of those, too).
i always say i will work out, but i'm really gonna do it. i'm sicka lookin like this. i'm gonna be hot this summer, MAHK MY WORDS.
in other news, why do people suck? you know, you used to be friends with someone, and then they COMPLETELY IGNORE YOU for no effing reason. WTF. maybe in light of all the stripping i'm gonna be doing, i should strip some unnecessary "friendships". couldn't hurt, right?

GO CELTICS

It's that time of year again. Almost spring. This past week, we had 2 days on which the temperature was 50+. So nice. Now this week, we won't have temps above freezing. Typical New England. Despite the temperature (and possible snowstorm on Monday), I have decided it's time for me to clean out my life. I'm no junkie, but I have unnecessary toxic substances in my life, alot of it is my own fault. So I'll be workin on that. It was my New Year's resolution to stop caring what the fuck people thought of me. It's not goin so well. I'm constantly worrying about how people are perceiving me at a given time. It has more to do with my looks, though (afterall, you all know I have no problem being a bitch if the time is right). I wish i didn't gotta be that way, but I am. I wish I could just roll outta bed and go. But I can't. I can't go out "in public" without makeup on, a cute outfit, and hair done. It suuuuuuuucks. I'm also gonna try not to be so negative. I mean, I'm negative because for the most part, I am used to gettin shit on, so I tend to expect the worst, because that's what I usually get. In the words of the (wise) Ludacris (how i used to fee bout shit)- YOU WANT WAT WITH ME? IMA TELL YA ONE TIME DON'T FUCK WITH ME (people didn't listen)CUZ I AINT GOT NOTHIN TO LOSE AND I'M HAVIN A BAD DAY DON'T MAKE ME TAKE IT OUT ON YOU. It continues...CUZ I DON'T WANNA DO THAT,I WANNA HAVE A GOOD TIME. I'm gonna go along with that last part. Not that I won't be prepared for the worst, it's just that I won't worry about it. I believe everything happens for a reason, and there's nothing I can do about this shit. So i'm not gonna waste my time with 'what-ifs' or 'what coulda-beens'. I got my whole life. I'm only 20 (well I will be soon...)
Which leads me to my birthday party next week! YAY! I'm so excited. I hope there is room for everyone in the suite, because I don't have anywhere else to have it. I'm sure not everyone will stay the whole time. They'll come for drinks and leave. Which is fine with me. I just like seein everyone. Now about the drinks. I was worried about having drinks at my party because of last Saturday. I don't want my friends sick/sad/angry/in trouble at my party. But because of last Sat, the boys came up with rules for the suite that are on the idea of: one person hasta stay sane to keep people in check, and anyone can cut off anyone if they think it's necessary etc. I totally agree. That's what I would have wanted at my party. So after hearin about those rules, I will have drinks at my party because I know people will stay in order. :-D. I just want all my friends to be havin a good time, heads out of buckets/toilets/trashbags. I mean we are watchin TROLL 2 for God's sake. :-D You can't see it if your head is in one of those places. Now here's what's on the menu: Parrot Bay Coconut, Mike's Hard Lemonade, Bacardi Silver Razz, Vodka, and Coors Lite. I figure that will satisfy people's different tastes. For mixers we'll have Orange Banana Strawberry Juice, Orange Mango Nantucket Nectars (of course!), and Tropical Punch or somethin (although you can drink PB straight). For snacks we'll have CHEESECAKE (my favorite), funfetti cupcakes (hopefully somehow), popcorn (in honor of Troll 2), and the old party standby- tostitos and salsa. Sounds like a wonderful time. Not to mention Jenni is coming and I haven't seen her since I've been back at school! I can't wait.
I got a little nervous this week when Tedy went to the hospital. Turns out he had a "minor stroke". That sucks. He's only 31. But I guess that's what happens when you're FULL TILT, FULL TIME. He wen't home today, which is good. But his football future is in question. That SUCKS. Even if he can't play, I will always LOVE him. After all, I'm in love, and true love lasts a lifetime. Speaking of true love lasting a lifetime...
The Sox have started spring training. WOOP WOOP. I can't believe the World Series was that long ago. It seems like just yesterday. I still can't believe it happened. It was good to see my boys (well pitchers and catchers) out practicing. It's my crack. (I am gonna miss D-Lowe so bad. I can't wait to hear the REAL reason why he's gone).
So the theme of this entry is spring and cleaning. I really gotta clean my room here. Usually it is spotless always, but this week was a very lethargic one, and my mess just kept accumulating. I'll take it chill tonite and clean it. It looks so good clean. And I LOVE cleaning. Tomorrow I gotta go to American Eagle and return things I didn't need at all. Then who knows what the night will be like.
I got some early birthday presents from MERRY on Wednesday. (there's your shoutout, bitch). I got a David Wells shirt, another gray sox shirt, and perfume. I am obsessed with the perfume. I swear a quarter of the bottle is gone already. It's from Hollister and it's called August. It smells soooooooooooooo good. I can't even describe.
Alright i gotta go clean now. Just for the record, I am NOT depressed (although this entry might seem so).
XOXO

today was the worst day i've had in a looong time. i slept through my first class, because there was nothing important today...or so i thought. apparently we had our first case due today, even though he said last week he was pushing it back until THURSDAY!! WTF. i am so confused. i emailed him and he was wicked mean about it, even though earlier in the day i dropped it off in his mailbox. i had the damn thing done, i just slept. but not i look bad :(. i doubt he will accept it. but last semester i had him and at the end we got to do a makeup for our lowest grade, and i missed a quiz, so it evened out. we shall see.
also now, i lost something very important to me, and if i don't find it, it could potentially be very bad. i am so unlucky. WHY. i am sooooo frustrated. gimme a fuckin break!
not to mention i had to give Emerson College $300 bucks today. Like they don't steal enough of my goddam money. i'll be glad when this day is OVER.
on the upside, i found a lucky penny. heads up.
watever.

alright. usually i HATE valentine's day. maybe, you could say, it's because i'm bitter at my lack of luck in my love life. but this year's valentine's day wasn't so bad. i ended up watching indiana jones and the last crusade with kerry, joe, nick, and ryan. then they went to play poker, so i cleaned the assholes' suite, because i LOVE cleanin, and i don't want my boys livin in filth.
earlier in the night, i had a few good experiences in the dining hall. i had a chance encounter with a very sexy boy. it was totally accidental, but maybe cupid was smilin down on me today. i know it didn't mean anything, but it made me happy. so i'm not complaining. also, the dining hall had my favorite cake- the white cake with raspberry and coconut on top. yummy!
so valentine's day is over, and tomorrow is jenni's birthday. i hope she has a good one. i gotta pay my housing deposit tomorrow as well. Yuck. $300. as it stands, only 2 of my friends are goin for housing. well actually dave and catherine are trying to be RAs, so hopefully there will be a good amount of assholes representin next year. we shall see.
it's time for bed. i'm so exhausted. hope you all had a wonderful valentine's day.
MUWAH!